I hate 2009! have i not mentioned that already in my previous post??? hmm nvm i still wanted to say that! and this june hols has been ok only… i managed to catch up with some group of friends and had some time on my own which could be gd and bad at the same time… i bought my scrapbooking stuff but dun seem to be in the mood for it yet.. or mayb im just simply lazy..

I hate 2009! (i know ive mentioned it again!!) eversince i welcomed 2009 with half-open arms, i received nothing good out of it… all i get all these while were mostly bad news or i was in a very difficult situation… i already know that 2009 is a bad year for me (u know u feel that u r paranoid, or ppl say u r paranoid..but im not..i know i can feel it..) at the start cos i have a very bad feeling most of the time… and halfway through this year, i’ve suffered a great deal (emotionally, mentally, physically a little…). And u’ll be amazed that i can actually count the number of days i was happy… not many in fact…but i dun have a choice i have to carry on with my life for this year right?…whether im happy with my life or not… i just have to be thankful that im still alive and healthy…

But but but… why?…  oh well… i duno the answer…

and another thing… i just hope that whatever ive planned for nx week willl go as planned.. i dun want any disturbance to my one and only ‘escape’ for this year… pls have mercy and pity on me… nothing will come my way! not even the bloody H1N1 or abrupt meeting in sch regarding sch closure!