I am slowly clearing the ‘junk’ from my cubicle, been bringing back stuff ever since Monday… But what’s left are the pupils’ work… no space to put in the class, furthermore now they are having exams.. hmm shall bring a trash bag and throw them away I guess.. and I still have 2 piles of worksheets for corrections which are still not done yet cos of adhoc matters which disrupted the lesson.. Don’t care already, will dump it back to HER!

I feel so numb lately.. There are no emotions running through me (except for pain cos I fell down on the steps.. haiyo.. how clumsy can I be rite…) Sometimes I am not sure if I am feeling sad, upset, disappointed, glad etc.. Maybe sometimes I think too much or maybe I’m suffering from depression? Hah CHOY! I want to tell jokes again, i want to smile again, i want to be happy.. I want myself BACK!!

Well I guess I’m just waiting for the break.. wanna go for holidays oso must be careful cos of the bloody swine flu.. haiz.. told u this year is a bad year.. seriously, I experienced bad things in the year 2006.. if u turn the 6 around u get 9.. that’s why 2009 is yet another bad year for me.. at the start of the year i have THAT feeling..WHY oh WHY!!??

ok..im waiting for 2pm and then im outta here!.. at least now i dont have to care about my last observation since its been cancelled.. therefore officially ive only done 7 obs in total.. hmm different from the rest.. alrite gonna facebook till 150 and then pack up and leave!! weeeeeeeeeee….