… tears run dry…
Posted by: lepetiteras on: April 5, 2009
I’ve been feeling low since friday..i have this urge to cry my eye balls out but i can’t.. i feel like shouting and screaming at the top of my voice… i feel like shit..
I know it started with something small.. but it snowball to something bigger.. n negative things come into my mind.. and im starting to look at things differently.. not that it is bad..it just make me realise about certain issues..
For all i know, i should be dependent on myself n no one else… cos i was born alone, im am alone in one ways or another and im gng to die alone.. im not afraid anymore.. im just gng to take things in my stride as much as possible.. if ppl around me want to hate me.. so be it.. i dont wanna give a damn anymore..
~Let God be my witness, my strength, my faith…~
3 Responses to "… tears run dry…"
April 7, 2009 at 1:52 pm
hehe RICHELLE!! of course i know..
hey tks ya..i know this year really sux for me.. i think for u too rite.. i know have lots gng on as well esp for prac.. we r in the same sinking boat babe..hehe..
yeap lets meet up aft the prac then we can have a long chat over high tea?? hehe.. c ya ard ya.. u tc too!
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- ur shopping and feasting kaki: nope,u're not paranoid. it's a bloody crappy yr for me, too! let's be negative together, why don't we? haha =D
- richelle: YEAH DUMP IT BACK AT HER! Hahahaha take the chance man. Anyway, yeah, I already paid for my air tix, now don't dare to book accomodation yet. Bloody
- SilahBiee: hehe RICHELLE!! of course i know.. hey tks ya..i know this year really sux for me.. i think for u too rite.. i know have lots gng on as well esp f
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April 6, 2009 at 11:15 pm
Hey Ras,
Don’t know what is going on with ur life right now, but just want u to know that if u need someone to talk to, just give me a call. Although Im suffering for this bloody practicum, I promise I’ll listen!
And babe, don’t worry. U’re not alone in this world. Let’s just get through these 5 weeks, then we can relak as much as we can before the vicious cycle begins LONG TERM. =]